How I Met My...

Woow..

Tonight is the last night that I'm going to spend on this bed, here in Perth, because tomorrow night I'm going home. Finally…

It really doesn't feel like three months. Seems like just yesterday I arrived in Perth, with a sore throat, wondering how I was going to make it in Perth for three months. One blink, and now I'm here. I've watched little B grew from a sweety little silent pumpkin to a loud and cheerful baby! I've seen her got her head shaved twice. I've made her milk, fed her, played with her, made her cry, made her laugh, talked to her, changed her diaper. Anything legal you can do to a baby, I've done it. But now it's all gonna end, and I'm back at home.

This past three months have been like a dream. It kinda feels like my hiding place from reality, because you know, even though my parents always give me those get-yourself-a-good-man-soon comments, it didn't really affect me because I was in Perth. And there was nothing they could do about it. I was 'busy' taking care of B and enjoying my so-called 'training' to be a mother.

But now that I'm coming back home, it means I'm going to have to face that reality, that demands to actually find someone. It's not that I don't want to. I do want to find someone. I really do. But I think Perth has been my comfort zone for a while now.

It's just.. Sometimes I wish I can find 'the one', like, now. I wish my love story would be as simple - but equally as beautiful - as Marshall and Lily's from How I Met Your Mother. They met each other when they're young, knew immediately that they were made for each other, and got married, having kids, and go on with their lives. And I would love to have a not-so-perved version of Barney for myself.

The thing is, I think I'm the 'Ted Mosby' from this story. I tend to have dreams about my own love stories. I've had so many scenarios of how I'm going to meet my 'one', but it feels like he's not even exist. I'm scared and wonder how and who I'm going to end up with. And honestly, it sucked to be Ted. :P

Robin and Barney didn't even want marriage and they tied the knot way sooner than Ted. Maybe that's what Ted's problem is. Maybe that's what my problem is. I want it too much it's not happening. At least not soon. I mean I'm hoping it to be really soon. And HIMYM is on season 8 already, somebody please do something to Ted before he got too old!

Anyways, it's hard to leave Perth behind. I really enjoy my staying here, even though I've said that Perth was boring. Well, it was, but the people around me were awesome! (and so was the internet..)

I hope I'd come back soon to Australia. I'll miss you soooooo much.

Meanwhile I'm going to have to re-adjust myself to life in the even smaller town - home. It's gonna be legen-wait-for-it.