My Surrender

Let me start off with a couple of fun facts:

#1 -> My little brother (who is 180 cm tall and will turn 18 this year) got back with his ex. Of two years. I KNOW RIGHT! I was shocked. I mean, who would've thought they would get back together after two years?? TWO years!! That's equivalent to 24 months. Or 104 weeks. Whoaaa. My brother is one faithful boy. Anyways I'm happy for him and if everything works out well; (I know it's too soon to tell) Mr. Liar, we might be family one day. HA!

#2 -> Pimples attack hasn't stopped. :(

#3 -> This fact is kind-of a secret. A great secret. A happy secret. If you happen to know my sister, DO NOT congratulate her. You get it? I don't have to exactly say what it is for you to understand right? Cool! It was very romantic, by the way. ;)

Well, I know they're not really fun but I just want to use that term. Moving along after the facts...

With my brother having a girlfriend and my sister's you-know-what, it is unavoidable to notice one little thing: I am the only one in my family who's single. Yaiks! Ok, I know it's not a bad thing being single but the pressure! Everyone's looking at me and giving me those so-when-will-you-get-yourself-someone-honey-? look. 

And they have 'the talk' as well: 

"You know, this guy is a very good guy." 

"You are way too picky!" 

"If you don't start find someone you're going to end up being forever alone!" 

"Why can't you be like your sister?" 

"You do realize you're turning 23 this year? That's old."

"Time is ticking, and it's ticking fast. Isn't there anyone out there whom you find attractive?"

"I think it's time for me to help you finding your partner, cos obviously, you can't do it alone. You want perfection. And nothing perfect in this world."

First of all, 23 years old is not old - yet. And yes, I do realize that no one's perfect! I mean, come on! Look at myself! Look at my exes! Nobody's perfect and I get it. *sigh* And is it wrong to be picky? Choosing the right life partner is very important and I'd like to take some time, in my own pace, to get to know people before I decide anything else. And they might be doing the same about me. Right?? Isn't singleness supposed to be enjoyed and embraced?

I knowwww I've always wanted to get married young. But you want someone who loves you as much as you love him, someone who is loved and approved by your parents, because trust me, when they say something like "You can be with anyone you want," it is not true. They want 'anyone' who they like. 

It's hard to fulfill everyone's want. I know I shouldn't think too much about it and who I like matters the most. But I also have that fear of making the wrong decision. You know? What if my parents are right? What if I choose the wrong man? And I've been praying about this. But I can't really tell God's answer. I mean at first I thought I knew it. But then I think I asked too much and got confused. LOL.

And don't get me started on the pressure that I'm having right now. Both my sisters have great partners. How can I compete with them? It's not my nature to compete and I don't want to compete but because they already have their partner it kinda becomes a standard. At least that's what I think my parents think. They're hoping I'd find someone as good as my in-law and in-law-to-be. Trust me, Mom and Dad, I want to find someone like that too (even better, if possible).

So what do I do?

I have no idea.

I think if I just… go with the flow and keep praying and stay in God, He'll show me the way and everything will falls perfectly on its place.

Right?

It's all in God's hands. I'm giving it all back to Him, and I know that the love story that He wrote for me will be the most beautiful one. It's always has been unpredictable and I think that's why I got confused. Because I want to know the ending before even experiencing the beginning. 

It's just, sometimes I'm tired to get to know a person from the start. It's fun when you got the right one with the first person. But what if you have to go through one person to another just to find out that they're not the one for you. Then you'll have to start it all over again. You know what I mean?

I think I'm enjoying the ride pretty well, but I'll enjoy it better without those pressuring comments.. :P

PS. I'll be going home in less than a week! :|

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My Surrender

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It's the last day of 2012! In less than 24 hour, it's gonna be 2013 and then I'll have bunch of new year's resolutions. I hope I'd be able to actually tick something off next year though...

Anyways, I've been thinking about this since two days ago, while I was browsing through iBook store and spotted Meg Cabot's books. I need to make a list. I have to make a list of my favorite fictional couple based on everything I've read and watched.

Ha! I know it's so random and unimportant but that's the point!

I'll post something more serious next year but now it's my time to just... Blab! Let's get on the list!

10. Sinichi Kudo and Ran Mouri (from Detective Conan)
They're the only couple from comic that can make it to the top ten list. I was thinking about Ichigo from Bleach but honestly no one knows who he's going to be end up with and please, who can beat the smart, young, romantic detective and his sweet, strong yet teary girlfriend? None.

9. Peter Parker and Gwen Stacy (from The Amazing Spiderman)
Chemistry, check. Hot nerd, check. Smart sassy girl, check. And she was played by Emma Stone! Even though the earlier Spiderman movie might have been more popular or even better than this one, I gotta say, I love these two together! I died a little when I found out that she's not his true love! At least she was the first.

8. James Bond and Vesper Lynd (from Casino Royale)
I have never liked James Bond movie the way I do with Casino Royale. And the reason is these two characters. This is Bond's one true lover!

7. Clark Kent and Lois Lane (from Smallville)
Even though I was on team Clana - Clark Lana - and Lollie - Lois Ollie - this show shifts my thinking in a blink of an eye. Clark and Lois are meant to be together, forever!

6. Barney Stinson and Robin Scherbatzsky (from How I Met Your Mother)
Ok, Barney's a pig and Robin's a badass. They're perfect for each other, nuff said.

5. Ross Geller and Rachel Greene (from Friends)
What can I say? Ross is Rachel's lobster!

4. Marshall Eriksen and Lily Aldrin (from How I Met Your Mother)
The most loyal man in the world meets the tiny sweetest girl. You can't watch them together and not wanting to have what they have. Seriously.

3. Michael Moscovitz and Mia Thermopolis (from The Princess Diares series)
And I'm not talking about the movie version but Meg's original version. Truth be told, Michael is my perfect type in my own fantasy world. Hot nerd with romantic yet manly attitude. Gee I wish I can meet someone like him. The only reason why I didn't put them on number 1 was because they were too young!

2. Jacob Palmer and Hannah Weaver (from Crazy Stupid Love)
I love love love this couple and yes, Emma Stone practically made it twice on my list! Jacob is every girl's weakness. Who can say no to him? Exactly. Hannah's the girl. It's like the best version of badboy/player meets the sweet next-door girl.

1. Chandler Bing and Monica Geller (from Friends)
Tadaaa! My numero uno. The ultimate most favorited, adored and dreamed about! Chandler Bing and Monica Geller! He's not a badboy. He's not super handsome. He had issues and bad habit. But he's really really smart and funny and sweet and at times, innocent. And Monica! She's clean, neat, controlling, a great cook, sexy and pretty. Together they're the best team in fictional world. I'll always wonder when will I find my own Chandler Bing.

Ok. I'm done with my list. Do you agree? Well you might have to watch and read what I've watched and read to understand better but they're thooootally great for each other! Trust me! And no, Bella and Edward are not on the list.

Have a happy new year peeps!

God bless you all!

Hope each one of you can find your perfect partner! :)

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