I don't know if any of you readers realize, but I've been blogging since 2007. That means this year is my sixth year writing a blog. Wowzer. My relationship couldn't even pass one year. Ha!
Anyway, I was trying to re-read all of my posts since 2007 but I gave up reading all of them. There are too many for me. I don't even remember half of the things I posted. And they way I wrote (sucks..), my perspectives, my english. They're very different now.
I've changed again. And I even stumble on one of my older post where I said I was scared of changes. And how my former - I guess - BFF told me how we were still friends no matter what. It's funny ey. I still think the same way though. Changes are scary, but they are something you have to go through. And I feel so thankful with all the changes that happened to me.
So I was looking for my previous 'New Year Resolutions' posts and I could only find one! It was the year 2010. Apparently I wasn't a big fan of resolutions. It kinda makes me feel I shouldn't have made or posted this year's resolutions. Tee Hee!
But I kinda already given my thoughts about it, so I'm just going to give it a go. You know. And I'd be able to re-introspect myself by the end of this year. Awesome!
My 2013 Resolutions:
Anyway, I was trying to re-read all of my posts since 2007 but I gave up reading all of them. There are too many for me. I don't even remember half of the things I posted. And they way I wrote (sucks..), my perspectives, my english. They're very different now.
I've changed again. And I even stumble on one of my older post where I said I was scared of changes. And how my former - I guess - BFF told me how we were still friends no matter what. It's funny ey. I still think the same way though. Changes are scary, but they are something you have to go through. And I feel so thankful with all the changes that happened to me.
So I was looking for my previous 'New Year Resolutions' posts and I could only find one! It was the year 2010. Apparently I wasn't a big fan of resolutions. It kinda makes me feel I shouldn't have made or posted this year's resolutions. Tee Hee!
But I kinda already given my thoughts about it, so I'm just going to give it a go. You know. And I'd be able to re-introspect myself by the end of this year. Awesome!
My 2013 Resolutions:
- Be more patient: I was once the most patient person my family ever known. But they said I've changed. My sister said she thought I was angry to life last year, because of what happened to me and Luke. LOL. I think it's ridiculous. But I have to admit I'm not as patient as I used to be. I want to have that passion again; to be able to tolerate a lot. I want to listen more, and get angry less. And yes, now my sister thinks I'm not angry to life anymore. But she thinks I'm way too firm.
- Finish the bible (this time for real): People might get tired of reading this point on my list. But I am now in Romans and with confident I believe I can finish reading the bible by this year! :)
- Stop saying dirty/bad words: I stopped for a while but lately I've been cursing again. It's not very feminine. Or appropriate. Or respectful. It's very impolite. So I must not curse anymore.
- Eat healthier food: A glass of Easyway everyday is thooootally unhealthy.
- Stop judging people too fast: I do this unconsciously. I ended up liking or hating someone way too soon.
- Write more: Obviously.
- Read more: I haven't been using my brain properly.
- Pray more: Talking to God is one of my fave religious activities. But I think I have to just spend a little extra time for some more. :)
- Stop being single: LOL. I'm not being desperate, but I think it's time. 2010 was the year of love. 2011 was the year of broken-heart. 2012 was the year of healing. 2013 is going to be enchanting, I believe.
- Focus less on material things: I've lost my perspective at one point, and now I'm indulged in material things way too much. Just now I thought about my future, and how I want a husband who's financially independent. And I got scared to think if he's not as capable as what my parents expect. Or as I've expected. I was then stumbled upon one of my older posts. I wrote that all I wanted was a person who I love, who makes me a better person. I mean, money is important. Who doesn't want to be rich? But it doesn't defy who you are. Right? I still want a person who I love. It is up to God how or who He choose to bless me with. I'll be alright :)
AMEN.
GBU