There was a point in my life where I thought it was cool to mention names as it is in real life. I thought it was OK to post just about everything in my blog. Obviously, I was so wrong. Why on earth would I made a blog in the first place if I just wanted to keep it to myself. Right?
The thing is, people do actually read my blog - real people. I mean, of course some of my friends who know my blog url - who are also my faithful readers - are real people too. But I didn't know that there are more people who literally check my posts.
First of all I want to say thank you for being with me all these times. Thank you for reading my silly, immature posts. And because of that I want to apologize with all sincerity and humbleness for any offends that I've made, any negative words that I've said, and to any hurtful and inconsiderate thoughts that I've poured. I was young and I didn't know better.
And for the same reasons I'm deleting and/or editing some of my posts. I've been checking on one of my oldest posts and I am so embarrassed both by my grammatical errors and my babbling irresponsibly. Sure, my grammar is not perfect now, I don't think I'll ever have perfect grammar, English will forever be my second language.
Anyway, I've deleted some of my posts. I don't know if any of those people that I've offended had read my posts - Gee, I really hope they haven't - but to those who have been the victim of my babbling mouth and know it: "I'm so very sorry." I didn't know what I think. I couldn't even remember half of the things that I wrote. I think things were getting stable when I turned 19. But Year 2007-2008 were all about hormones changing and boys crushing. And me being a smart-ass with my thoughts, of course.
All in all, I'd love to start it all over again with a clean slate. I hope you'd forgive me and if you don't, I'd understand and just, please, try to forget and realize that I didn't know better.
God bless you all.
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