2013: A - Hopefully - Wonderstruck Year

I don't know if any of you readers realize, but I've been blogging since 2007. That means this year is my sixth year writing a blog. Wowzer. My relationship couldn't even pass one year. Ha!

Anyway, I was trying to re-read all of my posts since 2007 but I gave up reading all of them. There are too many for me. I don't even remember half of the things I posted. And they way I wrote (sucks..), my perspectives, my english. They're very different now.

I've changed again. And I even stumble on one of my older post where I said I was scared of changes. And how my former - I guess - BFF told me how we were still friends no matter what. It's funny ey. I still think the same way though. Changes are scary, but they are something you have to go through. And I feel so thankful with all the changes that happened to me.

So I was looking for my previous 'New Year Resolutions' posts and I could only find one! It was the year 2010. Apparently I wasn't a big fan of resolutions. It kinda makes me feel I shouldn't have made or posted this year's resolutions. Tee Hee!

But I kinda already given my thoughts about it, so I'm just going to give it a go. You know. And I'd be able to re-introspect myself by the end of this year. Awesome!

My 2013 Resolutions:

1. Be more patient: I was once the most patient person my family ever known. But they said I've changed. My sister said she thought I was angry to life last year, because of what happened to me and Luke. LOL. I think it's ridiculous. But I have to admit I'm not as patient as I used to be. I want to have that passion again; to be able to tolerate a lot. I want to listen more, and get angry less. And yes, now my sister thinks I'm not angry to life anymore. But she thinks I'm way too firm.
2. Finish the bible (this time for real): People might get tired of reading this point on my list. But I am now in Romans and with confident I believe I can finish reading the bible by this year! :)
3. Stop saying dirty/bad words: I stopped for a while but lately I've been cursing again. It's not very feminine. Or appropriate. Or respectful. It's very impolite. So I must not curse anymore.
4. Eat healthier food: A glass of Easyway everyday is thooootally unhealthy.
5. Stop judging people too fast: I do this unconsciously. I ended up liking or hating someone way too soon.
6. Write more: Obviously.
7. Read more: I haven't been using my brain properly.
8. Pray more: Talking to God is one of my fave religious activities. But I think I have to just spend a little extra time for some more. :)
9. Stop being single: LOL. I'm not being desperate, but I think it's time. 2010 was the year of love. 2011 was the year of broken-heart. 2012 was the year of healing. 2013 is going to be enchanting, I believe.
10. Focus less on material things: I've lost my perspective at one point, and now I'm indulged in material things way too much. Just now I thought about my future, and how I want a husband who's financially independent. And I got scared to think if he's not as capable as what my parents expect. Or as I've expected. I was then stumbled upon one of my older posts. I wrote that all I wanted was a person who I love, who makes me a better person. I mean, money is important. Who doesn't want to be rich? But it doesn't defy who you are. Right? I still want a person who I love. It is up to God how or who He choose to bless me with. I'll be alright :)

AMEN.

GBU