Kind of a Tradition

for me to post something about 'hey! it's getting closer to my birthday' stuff. And I'm pretty sure they're all the same. How I felt like nothing would change. I'm going to stay the way I am, despite the fact that my age has been added one more year. Hmm, what can I say? Actually, I have changed so much.

And I'm pretty sure my outer look will stay the same (at least between now and the next 21 minutes when I turn 21), and I'll be pretty sad I guess. Why? Because for the first time in my life, when I turn 21, nothing in my life is on its track. Freshly graduated, but still with no job. Staying in Australia with an uncertainty of how I will live my life. Single. Brokenhearted. I'm at my lowest point of my life; I'm simply clueless.

The only good thing is I have God, and amazing family and friends. And I guess for now they're enough. I just hope I can figure out something, very soon. Just, something. You know?

Anyway I didn't mean for this post to be seemed too sad, so despite the down low, I'm happy I can make it to this day, and I'm happy for knowing Jesus :) So the highlight is that I can live long enough to enjoy this life, and enjoy it in the right way..

I better be getting some seriously great presents or I'll be pissed.

:DDD

Kidding.

But presents would actually made my day.. Just saying..

Woo.. It's getting closer!! 21! I'm an 'adult' all around the world in seven minutes!

Gotta do things tomorrow according to the schedule: breakfast, workout, school, browsing for job, and enjoying my birthday. Yep. That's what I'm doing.

Good night, everyone.. And morning, to some. God bless you always, wherever you are.

:)

21!!!