Minutes To Midnight

I just realize in about 35 minutes or less I am going to be 20. I am not looking forward to reach this age, to be honest. I'm not a teenage anymore soon. I won't be able to do something just because I'm a 'teenage'. Now I'm going to be a young adult, and I'm gonna have to be more responsible. I miss my teenage life already!

Well then, actually, there's not going to be any difference. Because I am still me. In fact, in some time-zone I am still gonna be 19 in the next 12 hours or so. But the point is, I'm one of the twenties now. Should I be happy and celebrate? My friend told me 20 is a good age. :| I don't think I've changed much. I'm still facing the same problems and dilemmas I was having two years ago.

I wish I could be a better person, so much. And I wish I could get closer to God even more. And with my friends and families. I love and miss you all!

So..

Yeah..

I'm preparing myself.
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