Should I or should not I?

I've been thinking and thinking. And then I think again and again and again, and I start to wonder and not so long I want to confront!

I mean, ggoooossshhh why can't you tell me what is wrong without me asking you?! (The moment I write this Mika's song played in my mind: why don't you like me, why don't you like me without making me try?!).

I think God is testing my pride. Are you, Mr. G? Because I'm scared, and I'm confused. My mind's not clear and I think everything doesn't go as I want them to be.

But is this His way? Am I just worrying something that I shouldn't have been worried about? I don't want to doubt His plans. It could be that I don't understand His plan, yet.

Ok, now I sounded a little overreacted, don't I?

Still not calm,
S
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