being organized or what

You know how every time you wish that things you do will go exactly the way it's been planned because it's sooooo important but it turn out to be.. a total mess??

Well that's what happened to me. Just this morning. I had an exam this morning, 9 AM - accounting mid semester exam - and I slept at 3 in the morning! I had this plan to sleep at 1, but J called mom and then we chatted and the time turned to 2! Just yet, when I was lying on my bed, insomnia cameee!!!! aarggghh.. But that's not the worst part, coz I had set the alarm at 5.30 (I know it's weird, but sometimes I set the alarm one hour before the actual time so when I woke up I can stop the alarm and set it to the right time so I feel as if I sleep longer) but you know.. sometimes it just happened! I don't whether its my dream* or I was just too tired to re-set my alarm.. I was awaken by J's alarm instead of mine, and it was 8.45 already!! x(

I was rushing, running, stumbling, whatever and I took taxi instead of bus today - no much choices left.. And there were no - not at all, nada! - empty taxi in the morning. I was like, God please help me, find me taxi!! It was like forever until an empty taxi came. Yeah.. the good news is I still had my exam - fiuhh.. But I missed the explanation about the question that has a possibility to come up in the exam - or further, final exam.

See, every time I have a plan, it will screw! I never had a plan done perfectly. I don't know why.. that's why I rarely plan something, because I know I will be disappointed in the end. I really really wonder how someone can be so organized and has everything right on their hands and it is always because they have plans and backup plans. duhhh??

* I just had a weird dream again!! this time I was like some rich granny grand-daughter and she wanted me to be a model of bikini or something similar to that.. huahahha.. and she told me to wait in the hotel, but I was wearing this bikini-a-like thing!! and the security tried to pull me out of the hotel but I forced not to.. == Oh and before my dream led to this, I dreamed about a boy.. can't remember the face but we were kind of get together.. weird righhtttt??? maybe it's because our chat yesterday, Harry. hauhahaha