I'm Not Usually Like This

Been sick for these past two days and it felt terrible. I remember I used to enjoy being sick when I was little because back then I had reason not to go to school for a few days. That was very foolish. I guess us humans did many foolish things when we're little.

Anyways, I want to talk about a completely different stuff. I'm getting better now if you're wondering though *wink*.

Back to the topic.

I don't think I ever posted about this before (I'm sorry if I have) but sometimes I encounter dreams where I met spiritual evils or ghosts. And I'm not saying that they were real.. Well they could be real, I'd never know. Nevertheless, I have always fought the evil spirits through the name of Jesus in prayer - I'm not kidding, even if they're just dreams - and I guess that fact made me know the depth of my faith to Him. And I was so proud of myself. Because I stood still in His Name even if it's just in a dream.

You know what I'm saying??

But just this morning I woke up with a different dream. A dream so different it scares the hell out of me.  Once again I encountered mystical creatures in my dream. This time they were the spirits of two little girls with short hair. They were asking me to send them some clothes for them. And they said they like my green shirts, as well as some other things I couldn't remember clearly.

So I asked them, "If I burn these stuff, would you actually accept it?"

And they said yes.

And then I started to cry and walked right through my closet, taking out as much clothes as I could - the green ones and the pink ones. I was so afraid not to give them those clothes. I was preparing a place for the burning incense for the dead when my sister's voice told me, "Why are you doing this? Aren't you a Christian?" And during that time, somehow, the two ghosts weren't there anymore. But I was still so scared and cried.

That's where my dream ended.

I think, somehow, this dream has once again reflected the depth of my faith towards Jesus. The question is, am I doubting Him now? Only my heart knows. And I think the answer is yes. At least there was that little voice that reminds me about Him. It's scary to think how my heart could be led astray without me realizing it. I don't ever want that to happen.

Human heart is literally weak.

Guard your heart, peeps.

Always guard your heart.

Strengthen your faith, no matter what.

Now you may think I'm overreacting. I might be.

But the advice here is for the greater good. :)

Put your faith in Him. And be careful not to be led astray by fear, worry, or doubt. Because they'll eat you from the inside, very slowly. So just be careful.

God bless us all!