Changes

I think I've changed a lot, literally. If someone said three years from now I'd be going to gym on a regular basis, I'd say screw them. Seriously. I never really picturing myself hang on the treadmill for 45 minutes and get sweaty. I preferred the taste of food in my mouth. I still do now, but I wake up early in the morning to attend the 'class' at the gym. (Note that me, the never-a-morning-person, wake up at 5.45 in the morning!)

If the old version of me seeing me the newer version, I'd be like, 'She's a toned-wannabe bitch. Go take a shit and eat heaps of food!'

Another thing is, I used to be very patient, according to my friends. But now I'm not really like that anymore - Mega pointed this out few years ago. I think it's true. I don't know whether it's a good thing or not, but I just can't remember how I was. Really guys, have you ever realized that somehow you've changed through times?

Sometimes I wish I could be the person I used to be. Frankly, I think being less patient is not a good thing, right? Or maybe I just haven't found my trueself yet. People's perspective changes very fast sometimes, like me. I posted few times about how pathetic vegan practitioners are because they desperately want to eat meat, but they can't and don't want to, so they lie to themselves by imitating meat-like product. Now I think they're okay and a meat-like product is genius. :S

See? I should watch myself as I think. I can be totally A and then B afterwards. I thought things like this would never happen to me. I'm a bit hasty, but not like this. Maybe later I'll love paria and hate food. Eww.

Anyway I check randomly the elective subjects in my university and I found out there's a Psychology subject!! I'll ask mom and dad about this. I think I'm changing my study plan. Again. One thing will never change about me, is that I'll always be like this: plin-plan. ;)