I might haven't mentioned about this before, but I'm not so single anymore. Haha. So his name is Windy Kwandy, such a pretty name for a boy right? huahaha. Anyway, he used to be my friend since 10th grade but nothing much really happened until now. We started going out from April.
Some people said to me that we don't really look like a couple. Hmm, more likely bestfriend. And I don't really know about that too. haha
All I know is, well, I'm with him, and no matter wat I feel about him, I'm going to try with him. Uhmm, so far that's what I can think of. But, I'm not really sure about the whole LD thing. I mean it is still a bullshit for me. Even until now, and -ehem - I'm about to do it. I really don't think I can hang on it. I mean, it's not that I don't trust him. What if I can't trust myself? I am sometimes being a sillybilly but I guess mostly I am sillybilly-ing about what I feel. It changes so quick I can't even describe it.
Oh well, it reminds me of Joseph Arthur's song! huahaha
I don't know anymore.
What it's for
I'm not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand?
Joseph Arthur - In The Sun
I really love it x) haha
And I really want to understand everything. :)
Anyway, that's what I can share about my LOVE life this far.. We date each other, talk, have fun. Everything we do is just like what other couples do. More or less.. (But I don't have sex. LOL)
Hoahm, been sleepy again. Already 2 in the morning! Got dc just then from msn. huh. It's been sucked lately (msn). Btw, I got this big fat 'kantung mata' right under my eyes and it makes me look so uglyy! How to make it gone????? ==
Just as Vionna, I'm going to Toraja!! hehe. We're on the same bus. haha. I'll be gone like for four days but I'm going to post on 21st and 24th so you won't even realize that i've gone! hehe. Besides, I don't post too often. It'll be as normal as you know. hoho
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